They say it gets easier. I wonder when? These last 40 days have been so hard. I know this battle will be lifelong and I am a warrior, but some days I wonder if it would be better to just say "Fuck it" and just drink myself stupid.
I know that is not the answer, and I'm not looking for anything or anyone to tell me that. I know that it's not right and I just need to vent somedays.
Today was not the easiest and I wanted to drink, but I didn't and I'm sober for another day. #40Days #sober and counting.
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